my nerves are RAW

came home a week ago from gorgeous Fort BRagg to scaffolding, sandblasting, enormous dirt inside and out and yes, it is starting to affect sensitive me. Cancer moonie that i am, my home environment is of the utmost importance to mental, physical and emotional well being. i would have left but matt came. i would leave now but i need to unpack and organize so that this place can be clean when they are done hopefully in two days. oh this is the ugly from the good, the bad and the ugly. this is it for sure. i lost my patience and calm easily amongst this. ugh. i will reclaim it right this minute. here is a bit of what the mess looks like...